my first blog on this website, its wierd
i spose i felt i might start doing this as feelings bottle up inside me and i can use this as an escape.
i get jealous easily and sometimes feel like im the rest of the rabbit after they cut off its lucky foot.
i want high things in life and think if i doubt my ability it wont happen although thinking realistically i am going to struggle and dont know if my personality is strong enough to handle the competition.
so now you know that i will say that today is just one of those days where you stay at home, put up the christmas tree, countdown the days till you see your favourite band and talk to your friends.